Vividara:A Journey Through Dreams, Struggles, Love , Romance Hope

Love is not something to ask for. It is a feeling of unanswered emails left in a junk box. People say that they get bored when someone loves them too much. But for me, I crave this warmth. Like when we get cold or have goosebumps from the cold  We immediately put on warm clothes to feel tenderness.  Sadly, it never happened that way. For him, I was just some weird or crazy girl. Who was just getting obsessed with him? Besides, I was not that type of person whom he thought I was. I was just a teenager who had exchanged her soul with a fairy. Like Cinderella asking the fairy godmother to go on a ballet  He was the one at first to make me feel that way. I never wanted to be in a relationship or in love.  As I thought, it was like a meteor in the sky. If it falls, then it will bring huge destruction on me. I was just being kind to him. Yet he never cared about me or Even asked why I did that. He just pointed the finger at me. Making me feel like an antagonist in my own s...

  Why is being normal so difficult? Raw reflections on life and dreams . Have you ever questioned your sanity in a world that seems to demand perfection? Have you ever felt like a stranger watching others effortlessly fulfill their desires while you struggled to find your own worth? This is a clear reflection of the emerging complexity of life. To dreams that have not yet come true and the tireless search to survive in a chaotic world. It's like the struggle of being human. Why is it sometimes difficult to be ordinary? I wonder if I think of myself as me. I fell in love for a while when I saw someone's wish come true. Am I really unworthy of happiness? I don't spend all my time like a panda sleeping all day or like a sloth slowly doing some work. I tend to replace Sloth most of the time. But they often end up as parasites that feed on others. I was dying inside, like neglected hair or a soul ensnared in a giant spider's web, with no escape. Life: It's a soldier...